Another reason to grieve was presented to me last week as yet another loss became a reality, in my life. However rather than being a circumstantial loss, this was a loss of a living being, which was even more painful than the former, to endure. And it is at this point in time, I am delving into the questions. The questions of why. Why is it. That lately, as I try to move ahead, move forward, and lift my vibration, I only seem to be met with challenges, and losses, that inevitably send me into the spiral of grief. So in asking these questions of our Infinite Spirit, I have received some answers, which I've elaborated upon, below...
As I come to know myself even more, as a sensitive soul, an Empath, and as an INFP personality type, the more I realise that feeling such deep, intense, raw and real emotion, perhaps always will be, a very core part of who I am. And as I've mentioned a number of times, that even though the intensity of my emotions has lessened significantly over the years (especially due to Auric Clearing!), when something like such a loss hits, it shows me, yet again, just how vulnerable, soft, delicate and emotionally fragile I can be, as a deep-feeling sensitive soul.
So during this quiet time in my life, I've been delving into my mind, and identifying what makes it tick. Up until recently, there've been all kinds of voices present in my head... saying this, saying that. Scared of this, frightened of that. Not wanting to do this, rebelling against that. Beating me up for this. Criticising me for that.
If you've been reading my blogs for a while, you would have known that last year, I had a massive healing experience with the 'Auric Clearing' technique, that made me aware of an incredibly nasty voice, that had been in my head for years! However, due the depth of healing that Auric Clearing can bring about, this voice, along with the associated emotions, left me, and my energy field, once and for all.
Since then, my emotions have stabilised and these days, I rarely cry or feel big depths and waves of emotion (things that had ALWAYS plagued my life as a sensitive soul!). Moreover, if a difficult time presents itself, which may come with difficult emotions, I can process these quickly and therefore, not stay in the 'down-ness' of it, for too long.
Writer. Empowerment Mentor. Spiritual Guide for Sensitive Souls.
As a Sensitive Soul, do you STUFF your emotions down?
Are you a natural INTROVERT?
As a Sensitive Soul, are you SLOW to get started each morning?
Why it's OK to FEEL DEEPLY as a Sensitive Soul.