June. What a month it's been.
When the energy forecasters predicted it to be a month of reality checks, boy did they mean it! I've had setback upon setback this month, one after another, which has forced me to sit back, take stock and re-evaluate EVERYTHING.
When I've not been freaking out or completely deflated by it all, I've been laughing out loud from what I now call: 'Setback Heaven!'
I'm lucky to be in my retreat-like home, away from it all, so that I have the time, space and supportive environment to go inward and ask those questions of myself.
Who am I? What do I want? What do I need? What makes me happy? How can I manifest more of my dreams into reality?
Well, I know most of the answers to those questions. But there are still some others that lay there dormant, unanswered, and I'm quietly sitting, asking and listening to what response, from Infinite Intelligence, may come my way.
One message that's been loud and clear in the HOW department is to take all the energy, wisdom, healing and Soulful intelligence, that I've been giving to others over the last 4 years in business, and bring it right back, back to myself, and fill me up, with ALL OF IT!
So yes, the energy has reversed. And I'm being completely and utterly selfish!
Giving back to myself all that energy, that I'm capable of tuning into, receiving and giving, and giving it right back to myself! Ha!
And what a pleasure it's been.
Because although my month has been difficult and testing, giving myself love, the love of energy, is boosting my depleted, negative and 'don't give a fuck' parts, like never before.
I'm on my own, in this zone, in the middle of the bush and ocean, and all the while receiving, receiving, receiving. I'm doing vision boards, listening to my favourite music, doing bathing rituals, keeping my home beautiful and clean, watching (obsessively I might add!) my favourite Netflix program (Sense8 - please watch all sensitive souls... A little violent but the msg def. applies to our kind!), daily green smoothies, trampoline jumping, meditating, affirming, envisioning, healing (EFT/Reiki/Auric clearing), earthing and embodying.
Yes, I'm doing all that my 6 week program guides my clients to do. I'm giving myself all the healing energy I have access to. And even providing my home-cleaning services (my other business) to myself!
And so it seems, it's time to be my own mentor, and my own client at the same time. I don't know what will come of this. But I'm asking and praying for a new way forward. And one that can be more empowering and inspiring than ever.
All we can do is try. Our very best. With our special gifts. As sensitive souls. And see what we are provided with, and what comes our way, from the Universe.
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