I feel I am reaching a whole new level in terms of connecting to myself and feeling the peace that comes with this...
On the Friday just passed, I finished up a house-sit that I was in for 18 days over the Xmas/ New Year period and into January.
I was blessed enough to be placed in a home that was in Black Rock, just across the road from the beach: The beautiful 'Half-Moon Bay' to be exact. And it was during this whole time, this whole 18 days, that I felt a strong need to be completely alone (besides the company of gorgeous 'Darwin the cat' that I was looking after, a big NY celebration and the rare visit from a friend).
I usually aim to take some time out around the Xmas/NY period to go deep, and work on closing the previous year, and envisioning for the year to come. I did exactly this again this year, however this year was different. This year I didn't actually want to come back to reality, back into the real world because I was loving my own company SO much! I was going for almost daily swims, watching the amazing sunsets almost every night, playing with Darwin, making nourishing meals, reading books and watching my fave mini-series (Outlander! Check it out!).
What a life.
And the reason why I can enjoy my own company so much? And why I'm feeling such peace by myself? It's because of what happened in one of the most crazy, intense months of my life: December 2016! Lol.
If you read my blogs, you'd know that during this month:
1. I faced that shitty little voice that had been running the show for like ever (!) and making me run from myself for like ever (!).
2. I became ill with an auto immune disorder and ended up in bed on Xmas Day, working to get to the bottom of it, and realising that my inner-child felt neglected.
And the result of all this work?
Yes. I am at peace. The nasty little voice is gone and I'm left free. Free to choose what it is that I want to think. Therefore what it is I want to feel. I am free to choose who I want to be, where I want to be. And what I want to do.
And how do I know what I 'really' want to do?
My inner-child tells me. I'm so in tune with her right now, and everyday since Xmas Day, I've been asking her what she wants at many moments throughout the day.
I can see in my mind's eye how she is going and what she is doing. Sometimes she wants to dance. Sometimes she wants to play. Sometimes she wants to draw. Sometimes she wants to swim.
When I listen to her, and honour her needs, a surge of happiness runs through me, it's as if she is rewarding me because I listened to her and have honoured her needs.
Other times she protests, like when I go to work (in my other business which is less exciting!). She likes life to be full of joy and play. And whilst I'd love this too, it is during these times when my adult must come in and talks to the little girl. Tell her that I need to look after her so that she can eat, sleep under a roof and keep on playing. She may chuck a little 'tanty' at this stage but when I've listened to her concerns, then spoken to her, she calms down.
If this process is not done, she is likely to throw a big 'tanty' behind the scenes, which may completely deplete my energy levels, making it hard to work in my other business.
This may sound strange to some of you, reading about the vivid descriptions I'm providing of my inner child and her behaviour. And how I can see this with my mind's eye. However, whether we've met them or not, in Spiritual teachings, we are aware of the fact that we all have an inner-child. And in the energy world we visit them often, in order to help them and heal them so that our energy in the 'now' can be freed up, and we can move on from things that just happened to hold us back in the past, and block us from getting what we want.
If you feel there is something strong within you, a vision that you'd just love to come into reality, but there is something blocking you, holding you back from having this realised, this may just be unhealed aspect of your inner-child!
This is exactly what we will be addressing at my next workshop:
'What is your Vision?' Vision Board Workshop.
Here we we delve deeply into the special, unique visions you have for yourself and your life. As well as, and most importantly, visiting/meeting your inner-child and uncovering any aspects of him/her that need to be healed, in order for you to move forward, with your vision, and with your life.
This special and nourishing workshop will be held on:
Sunday, February 5th, 2017, in Mitcham.
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For bookings/more details, click here where you'll be taken to my Meetup page:
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